Alan Davies
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Let wordsrise off the page Float in the air as sound I hear you breathingBy turns coy and taciturn or wandering away into mists made more pliable by silences No bliss more blatant than the shuttered ventriloquist speaking in spurts on the tongue of irony of ivory The sad bitter sweet contagion the days Madmen clearly beaten by the stars trying to underline a verb in a text without any Spectral assonance or a total disregard for speech Thought languid in August’s dogged days Ergo ego dreams a somnambulist blast that turns the past into a pasture that creams Bare inklings lone no more than a batted eye lash at that Enough To stand alone fettered amidst unfettered stones To stand alone amidst unfettered stones Fettered Fettering And then when nothing was happening it occurred The dewy eyed lips of the poor sons of bitches curtailing all argument in a fist or a look Little twisting agonies over all of this space under us on the way home Egregious dimpled moments speck of time in perfidy or loss against what was or never was again A sullen disequilibrium unburdens the stuff of its own heart or parting or without a glance The huge bulk of what cannot be said blisters our eyes ears nose tongue body and mind The colossal mess The big mess Or the world come screaming to attention a bit of blank paper near its maw To be suddenly remembering all of that while lying flat in someone else’s flat or to be forgetting it without having even once remembered it for all of that The creamed dawn that won’t go away or down Let the hurt canvas share them both Over lingual bodies some purring happenstance burgeons Such that it didn’t happen Or such that it did happen This fateful arbor a sort of ardor fretfully unclutching itself from the sides Evening A frown upon a mound You break the very utensils of the lake Of fractious fawns nothing more need be left unsaid The pleasing thinglets The warm thickets of her thighs The salt languor of tears bloated beyond belief beyond grief that the actual moment is nothing more than a fact For whom But for whom Was it she whose feet Entrenched A massive obbligato a missive Spooning the divine or sponging off them dithyrambs of fate It all equates or in disquiet waits Where we live in the dark park of our minds most of the time it was easy and bright once before we went there Bitterly down there by the sea in rock cadences without torpor or grief Brittle as angst in a casket Thinly spinning through middle ages with beatniks or happenstance a panoply to cover charm in very rich hours or rages Going on on stones over rough rafters Fibrillators The silence of a bell in a silent silent dell Tethered to her nethers against a long avenue of oaks in a treeless suburb the sublime crawls toward the real Such small and sweet gentle things glassine or hardware against a harvest of clothing jackets and skirts and stuff like that Shoveling shit through the tunnels of tough love into the apiaries where birds gawk at faith Overhung Overhung overhung overhungWhat a gorgeous thing a blouse is when it throws aslant a look Or the furor in tight boxers amounts These graceless days swept asunder or into cinders or splinters Every night the bombing of the hard and stalwart alike Into graves In graveless daysOver the fields a hulled breeze runs though none are starkly merry today Albeit though not without pretense a lot What the year wears well the day abates or forgets or simply fails to remember These blasphemous days that tender us heavy to heaviest harvest And every toll taken taken and lost Ventricular sawdust Delphinium blush Arguments in favor and arguments against Like this Struggling earthward against the last lisp of the sun a struggling dashing becomes somnambulant caught in the cadence of this thought The train leaving tree leaves What we do care abouta poem in this many lives the day we put our hands over our mouths the world stops in this thought When they were there in their underwear under a gold moon surrounded by prepositions Turtles or turtle doves Just keeping track of this errant ardent day in this way As far from dreaming into sleep we go It’s fabric foils the fumbling heart lately over loppy waters inviolate Fabric of failures fictional not fun The world is not yet swept clean of woman reprobate in iron equations or redolent with dust Dusk A little late light falls on this thought Falls on this here thought here Upon opining at her opening Because it’s time time time that we loved it’s time time time Later Largely Since seeing seconds scrawl away over chalk cliffs space Spaces That they’re aware that they’re awake Some number of hovel hugging lovers ago petunias lost in the lurch hard loomed A rift deep in the rut with ladies with angels The subjective correlative A thrall in the blank that thinking is The laden faces A treason All the laden faces Are treasonThrough these blameless days with withering torments Homunculi Blistering burdens Oh to have an archive to sell Flies come early to the cow Little fel- lows Little fellows Circles Summer swallows over shallow waters Small frail pails of evidence pile up Cuddly curlicues of chrome meringue pie The old nullifying hands that used to have us down in the sands She went to lie down Down in the sand Upon a weakly revolving nerve distended until passion’s bed time queer Quaker folk shudder and blot the sun light from each other’s eyes Madly racing over hurdles RecalcitrantRetrograde Rigged Not rigid rigged Dreamily leaning in windowsWhat a facile fascicle we thought until we saw what other under handed words were wrought Sad thoughts and cilia slump against the garden wall that otherwise encloses them What are these cilia other than the lingering hands that are all the is that happened then The tenderest words Looking to lay down low And then the tenderest of words looking to lay down low Or unto sleep infused with dreams encamp A while beside the bed Suddenly seldom alone of late under late low hills Or engrossed in the boredom of others if there are any So some go by barely when out lasting or listing or slipping away So some go by sadly when slipping away So some go by sadly when sadly they go by when slipping away Waist lace or the sad treason of reason Some unruly sadness whups up side the soul It passes And then we’ll have the evenings to test the curvy curvature of all that’s patented and patently dies away Solaceless All through the tripleting afternoon then certain figures appear and appear to bend Harden The foils of literature that tears tear and set afield on pampas or plain That fears fear Foibles And softly broadens too The heavy density of wood in a blonde pastorale seems to shape the lumber Come let these restful motions append us while we rest Let them attest The ochre colored watery air blights the early morning sky What where Why The wordless dysentery that stakes skates All blustery dusters and compacts and bluesy suspenders and blurry diurnal urges To never again see the grim wetness in wonder that all ships cling to in calling it home The rimmed wetness And then the weepings start to wail all over the pale green bodices of hills A little bit of cadenced buttery softness envelops this compact hardness and lets us feel that we have a somewhat less hard heart Somewhere some hunger still lungesThe warm swallowed sallow sadnesses that time micturates almost euphemistically settle like a nettle in a warm breeze Not the world’s most sloping or disastrously curtailed of figures but one that will not fail to stoop when that time comes Nor stoop to fail And then upon a blue blonde afternoon of fragmentation and Fragonard Of fragmentation Of ferment and affirmationAs girlish is a gentle graphemeAs gentle as a goyor mala The gala or anomaly of changeAll the way along a long night’s wailing Wail away boys Wail Wail away And then this thigh’s sighsThis aching blink back pain of air between our eyes and sight That blinds between But is not over yet There’s still the part about the pains and dearths of skies before the eyes Only the deleterious date Other debtors strum their doubts Small clusters of human flesh flutter linger So walk around and wear this it down to the stalk of sputum Walk Walk around So slogging somewhat somnolently onward sloughed as was said way back when when was when Or improperly irradiated maybe in going on The pure crystalline gleam of morning free from thought or thinking Just this is justice Waiting for the words appended willing and waiting Or should they then up ended be Or be up ended Squalling birds unseen but heard so seen A younger ember burns away at the beginning remembered seemingly eternal Stumbles is carried off Even beginningless embers come dust flavored and lust laden The quiet transverse of a smile Or some suede heather floss your mind All alone in going under or with them all corralled and flanked Or the easy grace of sameness brings us down The gray curtains of this senseless mordancy that passes now and then for a country Temporal vertigo Spatial amnesia For a domicile An origin or home A rattle in the chains A rattle in the chainsA rattle in the chains oh boy A rattle in the chains The acrid dust on the tongue only appearing to lust for something for someone or This long liquid tunnel where the tongue is sculpted by the presence of another mind The warm thrusting that must be lust challenging all penitence all hope all rust Several other silly sufferers huffing wistfully under willows A bit of flogged dust by light becomes this whole world What parts of her enfolds the unflappable follies of mens The human body a gesture the way form writes on emptiness the way emptiness soothes form Lilting Lateral like experience the wistful breath of winter weather wishing this day its wistful farewells Things formed out of words Worlds Reminds one of some little gerbil fettered thing Lightly greased in pain more bitter than folly more green More no never More no never again Around the dark thereafterAmong slim and lovely livelies some numberless humper stumbles aghast begotten Broken Things that bring them thoughts as treasures things of mind and things of deed The nervous teetering that time takes out of even stones some times Enough to take us out of fate in fact and fact as well Compelled by sorrow The ways out over the waterthe way The feckless rhythms of the days all but adumbrate their marrows Again these sorrows They were somehow peculiarly not of a mind to do that Not thennot now not tomorrow not ever YetThe frail filly feeble witted an insomniac voraciously flaming For flight for filial flight An arrogation of fawn lilies fawned over and idle Or Cadenceless beggars augment all this thrift So many mornings spent unraveling what could never in any event not be said Went off running under thunder into rain Others may do otherwise Lovers moving over loversStiffly turning over waters The queen of archival beauty lips like frail vines Into the steel sunset one digit from the internet a fleck They’veCopyright © 2002 Alan Davies Cover copyright © 2002 Brenda Iijima Other Publications PO Box 687, NYC NY 10009 + Portable Press at Yo-Yo Labs 596 Bergen Street, Brooklyn NY 11238
PEPC Digital Edition (c) 2007 Alan Davies
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