THE EXPERIODDICIST 10 section 2 ************************************************* November 15, 1995 ************************************************* 2 Pieces by Jeffrey Little kentucky fried ethos staccato the tap-step of comboot bats echoing across the split lip of the southern perimeter like taconite cats calculating traffic patterns & trigonometry of rush hour the mass transit of condensation a relentless scurrying enacted b/4 horns & the discharged howitzer's club-footed gait the shutters they're locked as if harboring the fugitive fez of lodged ritual but no just the many mock tillised stammerings the eyes put into words as a silver helmeted rent-a-sentry approaches & knocks at the door he's in his hands a tiny hammer & pinkish tartare of pills & under his arm the military-issue encyclopedia of trees through the flint hatch extraction, symbiotic trance pit & a raku for the core. spinning into optics warping the turnstiles spinning an invertebrate sheen--the weather kicks on again--beyonding outside of the take-all all. of the centrifugal jihad & what center, spoked? scabbards of the new moon coalesce in the twelfth west, bonding inference w/throated paleoliths adhering to the dislocations, my how to a who's where, harry? dimensional cadillac, sun fence shunt. ************************************************* 2 PIECES BY STEVE CARLL MTR- Take the necessary approximation and shine to the whispery beam, cloudspeed metered over a matrix of wiring---- asphalt crochet as if of safety. Photosynthesized theft: it's an ordinary portent like leading in the barrel and the deadpan flash of a cradle, or clash of intemperate tongues in time, history clocked analogically, yanked into syntax pulled under the damoclean clouds. The madly erasing brain is in impermanent ferment, an already ironic icon: we're rococo cro-magnon dragging the belabored incomplete, corrupt intentions verbatim. Diagnosed innocent, and close upon some final quiet lightening, apparently. STA- Irony gone awry--hope for this ol' boat goes uninhibited and don't return; I've never been. A false representation made in appliance for status of thinghood. Cheap essential scenery. Static is a cup of water but over the rim it's soupy to behold. I'm spilling it--lo!, I hope the world is a bigger enclosure. The way the air gathers in trickles of smoke until it's optically intangible. I'm a frustrated layperson in six disciplines-- to grasp you must reach, and it's farther. So much to dislocate, so much dislocation to do. It'd been done that fashion since the nineteen teens, this tradition of progress. Only a bad liver detracted from her inner beauty, and some negligibly inert gasses. Daddy's pandemonium cleared the cobwebs and we set to. Each line at least achieved a mute internal consensus, got on with its bad self. They called the establishing movement "surreification". The bomb, swathed in trigonometry, tenanted a purple standard. A kind of franchisement cleft at this late date. ************************************************* Plexflux Dreamleak. by Taz Delaney everTore TexToSee futuresecrets. Rarifironies yonderyearning. Mentabolism's aweglyphsparks revelchance. dooorchid dejavuing: mandalakid aknow. iHatch fromI to pactpool 'neath cetera. Specieon aguesso? Kitenoon spe-speed of light cinetures. Lickwritten haloshadow. Quasidaysmyths gnomeaning, belie vu metaMe polyNous. hauntimeLapsed. Cult'mUnusual. DigEn. YerSekTalx. Oidism sociocentrifuge pseudo-liquidollardeath newsStreet fodderation. Proboglem thecies facmethods leak demonsoupsys: dehope, devent. Bloodstreet flagstain of flatstat preything. Socus pocus. Marginalfiefs @ ofForce. Shardface implosioNth. Splenend askewverything-way, sunravelling. Grindissed bitterbagov ebolabooty. Ethatslays evebody. Sweatofftheirs con-victor. dizlution thingaturizing. Seesaysew zootimeweb hurtlunge. Matteroni's pingpane surfacial sequenatale... Hermaphrodayspolyglownadz sejuiced loinalone. Allgasmaround. Hemlocking, shyclock'd deviary's heroray. Semimemulti-entendremoment. "Indere...really..." plenivintage elflitluns lumerick disapp...nce. Djiinitalics plae fromless whoafrwha? Absurdainty surements eternetease. Areness itsoul. Underthought pagehole ************************************************ from: NOT IN PAIN by Stephen-Paul Martin Penelope smiles and tells him she needs to speak with him in her office. She looks at him so beautifully that he feels like mashed potatoes. She closes the door, tells him to sit, shuffles a pile of forms on her desk, turns and looks out the window, puts a finger in her mouth, not sure what to say next but hoping that painless thoughts will appear in her head, or that she'll be abducted by invaders from the sky. The plate glass blocks the noise and makes the skyline seem relaxed and clean. The tall glass buildings cut the afternoon sky into vertical mirrors. A manufactured virus glides between two huge white clouds. It's big as a blimp, slowly floating over the Brooklyn Bridge. She wants to think it signifies a nationwide infection. But it doesn't signify anything. It's real. It can't be reasoned away. Its DNA has found a way to masquerade as time and space. It's freezing the flow of signification, turning all signs into what they're not, shutting off all sound, shifting color into black and white, black like words on a memo crumpled up in someone's desk, black as a fake jack of hearts on the deck of a ship in the Arctic Ocean. Put yourself in Penelope's place. You want him but you're married. You want him but he's much too young, young enough to be your son. Now put yourself in the young man's place. You tell yourself you can read her mind, that her thoughts appear in your head like printed words on a glowing screen. You see how Penelope tells herself that if she's ever single again, she won't get fooled, won't force herself to be with another man long-term, won't give up having fun and dating lots of different people, forming uncommitted but affectionate connections. Is Penelope kidding herself? You tell yourself that she probably is, that maybe she maybe could keep things light and sweet for half a year, but sooner or later she and her lover(s) would just be back in the same old pain, the kind that would make them tell themselves that pain makes people deeper. Deeper? Deeper than what? Deeper than pain or pleasure? Deeper than what she was before? Deeper than a god who judges things by taking sides? Deeper than someone reaching deep inside? Deeper than someone who thinks of himself as words in a phrase describing itself, wondering what its meaning might become folded up in a suitcase, or slowly but surely digesting itself in the folds of a small intestine, a phrase that also might become a trap door in a mansion? Deeper than someone keeping a solo electron in a tiny cage, a sub-atomic cell whose bars are intersecting laser beams, a man whose goal has always been to control what can't be seen, painfully forcing it onto a stage of probability functions? Deeper than someone getting stuck on a freeway made of stale ground chuck? Deeper than someone who thinks it's cool to claim he doesn't like to fuck, thinks he'll get attention if he says that sex is boring? Deeper than depth itself, depth as metaphor, description? Deeper than someone who wants to program DNA to make tiny machines, microscopic factories constructing special proteins, teaching them to fold themselves in strange and unexpected ways, redesigning space and time and motion from the bottom up, redesigning pain so that it doesn't hurt so much, turning it into a unicorn that lowers its head in the cool of the day, charging and ramming a nuclear silo north of Santa Fe? Deeper than someone who thinks that the problem is not that it's hard to find someone to love, but that it's hard to get rid of that someone once the love gets painful? Deeper than someone whose demon lover wears a cowboy hat? Deeper than someone who thinks he'll die in a small suburban apartment, blood on dirty linoleum floors, closed venetian blinds, noise from an eight-lane highway blocking out the sound of his tv set, wind from the highway blowing a detailed suicide note out the window? Deeper than what Penelope's pain has taught her to think of herself? Deeper than her self or than the concept of a self? Deeper than a god who thinks the world began with a magic word, a TV preacher caught and filmed in bed with pre-pubescent girls, a beast whose pain is all the mountain ranges of the world, all the seas and jungles, all the deserts of the world, a beast with a human face and a scorpion's body framed in a health food store, a beast consuming everything in sight and wanting more? These and other questions like them fill the dark red western sky, flocks of swallows darting in and out of the frozen twilight, jagged patterns breaking down and building up and breaking down, language inscribing itself, not a sign of conscious intention, swallowed by and swallowing all signs of interpretation. Picture yourself in a frame that frames a picture of the frame, framing yourself in a moment of joy that's not combined with pain, not concealing pain, not a way to run from pain. Notice how the picture multiplies beyond the speed of light, instantly reproducing itself inside itself inside itself, infinitely moving in by making larger spaces, moving by containing what it's always moving into, joy containing joy contained by joy, pure self-conception, endless replication keeping pain outside the frame, forcing it into a darkening space where things don't know their names. You claim it's a dangerous game. Who cares? At least you're not in pain. ************************************************* Dream Date #23 Don Webb Fully bilingual she speaks two unknown tongues she has dated a few Egyptian gods (_Neteru_ as the Egyptians say) My wife thinks she's hot (very important) Her hair has purple highlights her pubic hair is naturally purple She plays senet and mehen and the game of pit and pebble She can appear in dreams and bring me things from dreams such as green pearls she owns an ivory comb she has never seen an episode of _The Andy Griffith Show_ she has a husky voice I got a hardon imagining her reading my poetry She is smarter than me she can cause parades and pavilions to appear at will she is not afraid of tigers she has known misery (and refuses to know it again) Her name means future in one of the unknown tongues known only to her ************************************************* end of section 2