We called A-- in Ann Arbor. They were not together, as
it turned out. I
didn't know how to ask her if they were still together. One of them was a
theory-head, but that didn't matter. At least we implicitly agreed that we
should all order fish. It seemed a fruitful conversation, though there were
only a few points of real congruence. Florida, probably, of course. We had
had common experiences in the academic underclass. Before answering me she
ordered just what I did. . Another was the ex-partner of a good friend whom
we would see the next day. We drove back, wondering about the future of the
left but not talking about that, listening to CDs of somnambulistic Detroit
Techno, which we agreed made the highwayscape seem even more horizontal than
it already appeared. There were two Mike Golds, not one. Then she spent most
of the time complaining about racist colleagues who meant well. I hoped you
would call me from there, but I knew finding a phone would not be easy, and
you don't yet own a cell phone. We called A-- in Ann Arbor. I asked her
about him over a sandwich made of fresh ingredients, including slices of
fabulously ripe tomato. I entered the room and felt immediately at home. Yet
his heart is whole. Knowing three people before starting put me at ease.
While she blustered about her department I thought of you in Marfa, Texas,
and about art in an unlikely place like that. When we got there, he sat in a
chair in a certain way, a way that made him seem like Trostky in Mexico,
receiving visitors warmly but really too busy with his writing and thinking
to entertain whole-heartedly. Where did such tomatoes come from in Detroit
in early April?