Alan Davies
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Those dunder headed doggerels disdain simple supplicants. For them there are none. Crackpot gerunds only look like homeopaths when they trunk trunk trunk across the desert sands. Fine friends doing the math backwards all the time (all the time) all the time – sustained situational (versus I tug off her halter top) enjambment. These screaming inveterate twit chasers know nothing (not as nothing) about nothing. Curses creasing out of the star sculpt but so long lost on their way. Crease master go longer. Over there (tree by water) hung over the lost sepulchral bung buffers. (Isn’t that sweet. Someone calling her friend from the street. Evelyn. Evelyn.) Sheer seersucker sadists stand wiltingly over all grave matter. (I wake at night a hardon in my hand.) Terror dactyls mute where nothing mates nothing and casks of cadavers cake forked cracks whipped under. Oh. These overfed fealty freaks gigobitten geeks and hardware hammerers have left almost all the women at home. (Flossing Evelyn in a long summer’s afterooon of afternoons under the apple boughs in green at a slant up on the hills.) Ruinous roll overs. It’s the mind fucked or otherwise that suffers. Nothing left to lose but loss and loss is last of all. (There’s no one here.) Cretinous lose washers flaking over the tidal pools pool bent topped topless threats that look like kids you went to school with. (My wife in a basket of treacles of thought. She paints.) It’s an illusion. There’s an authority that paints the future as an illusion. They have chomp friends at out of genitals in teeth. Clamp crink. Chemistry for the whole family for the home and for the home that isn’t there. (She sings.) These fine fighters don’t fight fires. A fire fight. Fuck. That’s all that that was that. (Feet are sweet and hands are grand.) Shock and awe. (Just old sleep.) Sweeping stutterers these storm ditch stammerers only pretend (only pretend) to speak. (I feel you rhythming here in pathless passion all over the legless lakes.) All they trap squat squeak flatulence brilliance short lived quakes none over them top dips. Over head. All under wire neck off. Dead. Into the future (the future) squeaky days speak. Is it actually due to reality that people did that. No. Not for now. Not for now anyway. Cruise missiles. The bombings moving closer to the center of the heart. (To feel the edge of the world even when it isn’t there turning or not turning. Turning.) They’re swill sweatered and down among frat flanked fruits eating fruits. All hell to the helpless. Not a thing blameless or new. You know they ace master immolate master token kill. Sad sidelines. We get you gimme gimme hammer counter. (Flavor.) Before came (too) to die. Face face over under face come apart scree. Scree. Literal color air scree. (She in them over by the park baby walks. Baby.) Dollars per death. And it would be dollars wouldn’t it. Would it not. Cease fire. Cease. Cease fire. Cease. The man who rotten day escape heat. Horror. Head down. (Simple verbiage over faultless water.) Unseemly skies ripped from rain ruin over a desert. No less. (That boy is allow of love. Over there. On hill.) Stogey smoking Smoky Mountain homers. (Green lake tide mansions.) Buck saw tooth back hoe works irregular like over the under terrain. No place for babies. Bottomless erudition with spikes as is eats ego. Pork. Oh they’re slated to hate they made the slate. They slated on it. (My mother’s curved ears had she been a nicer one or one’s own mother listening to the curve of her children.) A huge burning. Embeds embedded in sleep. In all of sleep. In all that used to be time. Bread potatoes rice. The freezing cold of the mountains. Women and children. Alone. The don’t do this of the map stop change happen ok living people. Ok anywhere. Zero dead. Don’t hurt. Cranium stop hurt big time. Really voicing concern. Death has no sequel. No one way about it. It hurts. Broken momma momma momma momma. Big handshake. No. (Salad.) In re around. There used to be. Deft. Conniving windowless shoutout room. Pain pain. Rather deft downtown figure figure. (Alan.) Solo. Gone. Oh. Sea worthy battle head. Can’t stop. Hormones. Sorry. Heading off the charge that it’s all a simulacrum at the pass. Foot brothers. Mercy. The geeks shall inherit the earth. Fanfare. Fang fang fang fang fang. (More like about a bout of timely writing. For someone. For you.) Lewd newts. Why don’t they kill the dead people for a change. Let the dead kill the dead. Om phallus om phallus om phallus om phallus om. Just so as not to fall down thinking. Executionary deploy. Decoy. Damn. Dead. Destructive over antagonism. Antagonistic over destruction. All the edges are beveled by other hands. Glimmerless devoids. Not neighbors. Flagrantly deleting arms (from taverns) and the like. Smug affirmation after smug affirmation that we are we. The high priests of the war torn porn tube. (Hello.) Supplies of food and water are a kind of gentle reminder there. When they are there. Flagrant drift walkers fragrant under air. Crematorium over there. Sleep is a continuous bickering. Sleep is insipid. Jewels break out (red jewels) out of pores (out of holes). Intermittent cellular deaths. Nothing unusual, really. A light sanding, at times, too. News in the flesh. Amidst sand storms even small fires fail families. Small fire arms fire. So much flagrant death empathy. (The graceful sweet ardor of your ways.) Scarily hating even other investors with only only that to live for. No thought of essence. The sad obliterates. So the sad fact obliterates the fact. In the end. Most of living’s liquid, as we think about it. Moist stuff leaks from the wrong words, the wounds, onto dry land. Dillinger’s body is everywhere. A slam dunk spit fire artiste with crimes for knuckles. Repressive dreams. Oppressive dreams. The clutches. (Thereby in the rain.) The soul has enough sharp density to spittle the earth with scars. Rubble. Turf. Detritus rolling over detritus. Preened envy. (Please.) Nothing can be undone. Death is a course in history. These eyes are drowning in themselves. Flames around a moth. Will kills. Splattering ruinous gluttinous exasperated bastards wanting. Wanting wanting. Foreign travellers with a sick thrust. Errant kill fucks. Noone’s exactly sure what we’re looking at. (Hills.) The cranial pain of a head butt. The angular offal. Little Abbas no longer has arms. He was badly burned. His parents were killed. Nine other family members as well. A nurse wipes away his tears. He wants to die. An accident of a smart bomb. Challenged by his body parts the dirt headed cock sucking golfer drives deep into the heart of America in Iraq. Whorers or war. A fuck for a buck. A fuck or a buck for a bucket of black gunk. (Civilians.) It’s April the 9th. It was cold and rainy today. There’s still snow on the ground. Is the war over. No. It’s just beginning. It’s always just beginning. Sleep comes quicker to the Archbishop than to the dead. Cannibalism went out with the last corpse. This is that mode. Their cranial cavities become smaller and smaller and smaller. Their language became more prose like. Their life became more death. And I think that there were life like creatures in charge all along. That they used to have faces. Almost swept away now by the lie of victory into the lie of victory, spite ass piss face mangle racial bigot sluts. As if there were some thing to care for and it were all here. It looks easy when we see it all with our eyes. Our own eyes, the ones we don’t own. (And I write this all for you.) Those fucking little bastards that made it all seem true. Reckless divergences still manage to finger the feckless bastards. Some of us still think. Popinjay miscreants, as sweet John said. Death is a kind of foreclosure. An unkind kind made more unkind when its hand is the hand of a man. They’re white men, really, the ones we might have stopped or influenced. They’ve had a problem, in the past, with alcohol consumption, and they’re not entirely over it, not over it at all. It turns to rage and four thousand die, eight thousand, ten thousand. What does it matter, really as long as the rage is spent. See, for another example, the eldest son of Saddam Hussein. T & A. Testosterone and adrenaline, run rampage rampant rapacious over the little hills. (The hollow northern light.) This horrible urge to create, is it, that can sometimes go so awry. In the solitary basin where still rocks the soul. Where some still rock the soul. These eschatological schatologs that are government here are war. Always have been. Always will be, I suppose. A furor of fervor, this patriotic tumor. The desire to be top gun or number one under the sun. I would rather if I had my druthers that each and every one be my sisters and my brothers. Into the elucidated tragedy that only looks like life these days, and smells like it. These horrifying clips just waste themselves out of time. People die by the roadside. There is no gentleness until we speak of it. And even then. An almost thrombotic misery unites us. The cold war was warmed over, won and lost then won and lost again. Nothing unites men like the death of a friend or, in the absence of that, the projected death of a presumed friend. A soldier, really, a young black kid from the ghetto, probably. War is male rape. Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over… Gods & machines. 21Mar03 to ? 26 copies 26Aug03 52 years Other Publications PO Box 687 NYC 10009
PEPC Digital Edition (c) 2007 Alan Davies
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