Six more half serious poems
by Raymond Federman
Advice for Older Men |
American Dream |
The Other Country |
Another Failure |
The Jupiter Fanfare |
In the End
ADVICE FOR OLDER MEN
look at young women
in a defined way
in the way
you looked
at young women
when you your
self were young
that is: with frank
determined lust,
the total question being
what can you do
to get your self
between her self
AMERICAN DREAM
every morning after breakfast
the family gathers in the garage
to mumble their daily quota
of admiration & veneration
to their two chevrolets
while on the television
an old wrinkled actor
out of work
pledges allegiance
to Budweiser
THE OTHER COUNTRY
There are no doors
no windows here
you enter from the wings
where living hurts
you drag yourself to the center
you crouch
under a grey canvas sky
and you wait
near a dead tree
until they come to beat you blue
to stone you half-dead
then you crawl inside a wooden box
to sleep it off
your bones dry of marrow
dust in your mouth
sometimes you hear voices in your head
or the croaking of frogs
in the morning before the pale sun
you perform the gymnastics of the mind
doubled-up like a centaur
and you wait
you wait for the shy moon
to roll into a ball before you
movement a heresy
but one day another man comes
who carries his life in his hands
he too must perform
so the day can be saved
even if the moon never returns
and laughing is a painful process
ANOTHER FAILURE
Last night in total despair
he tried to commit suicide
by slashing his wrist
with an electric razor
THE JUPITER FANFARE
Best comment heard
from ecstatic astronomer
when fragments G & K
hit Jupiter: It was massive.
But poor fragment Q1
did not make the fanfare
it missed Jupiter
by 350.000 kilometers
& disappeared into space
to wander forever
in the great darkness
at the speed of light
IN THE END
Some die heroically
on the battlefield
others defiantly
by jumping off a cliff
but many die
unexpectedly
in their sleep
without knowing it
while a great number
go in fear
and cowardliness
in hospital wards
very few depart
unashamedly
without resisting
but me I want to die
just like that
without enthusiasm