I lived here nearly 5 years before I could
       meet the middle western day with anything approaching
Dignity. It's a place that lets you
       understand why the Bible is the way it is:
Proud people cannot live here.

The land's too flat. Ugly sullen and big it
       pounds men down past humbleness. They
Stoop at 35 possibly cringing from the heavy and
       terrible sky. In country like this there
Can be no God but Jahweh.

In the mills and refineries of its south side Chicago
       passes its natural gas in flames
Bouncing like bunsens from stacks a hundred feet high.
       The stench stabs at your eyeballs.
The whole sky green and yellow backdrop for the skeleton
       steel of a bombed-out town.

Remember the movies in grammar school? The goggled men
        doing strong things in
Showers of steel-spark? The dark screen cracking light
       and the furnace door opening with a
Blast of orange like a sunset? Or an orange?

It was photographed by a fairy, thrilled as a girl, or
       a Nazi who wished there were people
Behind that door (hence the remote beauty), but Sievers,
       whose old man spent most of his life in there,
Remembers a "nigger in a red T-shirt pissing into the
       black sand."

It was 5 years until I could afford to recognize the ferocity.
       Friends helped me. Then I put some
Love into my house. Finally I found some quiet lakes
       and a farm where they let me shoot pheasant.

Standing in the boat one night I watched the lake go absolutely
        flat. Smaller than raindrops, and only
Here and there, the feeding rings of fish were visible a hundred yards
       away – and the Blue Gill caught that afternoon
Lifted from its northern lake like a tropical! Jewel at its ear
       Belly gold so bright you'd swear he had a
Light in there. His color faded with his life. A small
       green fish . . .

All things considered, it's a gentle and undemanding
       planet, even here. Far gentler
Here than any of a dozen other places. The trouble is
       always and only with what we build on top of it.

There's nobody else to blame. You can't fix it and you
       can't make it go away. It does no good appealing
To some ill-invented Thunderer
       Brooding above some unimaginable crag . . .

It's ours. Right down to the last small hinge it
       all depends for its existence
Only and utterly upon our sufferance.

Driving back I saw Chicago rising in its gases and I
       knew again that never will the
Man be made to stand against this pitiless, unparalleled
       monstrocity. It
Snuffles on the beach of its Great Lake like a
       blind, red, rhinoceros.
It's already running us down.

You can't fix it. You can't make it go away.
       I don't know what you're going to do about it,
But I know what I'm going to do about it. I'm just
       going to walk away from it. Maybe
A small part of it will die if I'm not around

       feeding it anymore.