JUXTA/ELECTRONIC #4 NOVEMBER 1995 EDITORS: Ken Harris, Jim Leftwich Address: 977 Seminole Trail #331, Charlottesville, VA 22901 ************************************************* John M. Bennett Jeffrey Little ********** *********** ************************************************* FALLS STILL John M. Bennett July - August 1994 CONTENTS FALLS -- IN -- SPEEDING -- WET -- CLAY -- FINGER -- BEE -- PLANTING -- DREAM -- MELD -- SHORE -- ENTROPY -- SANDY - - KNOWS -- VOLUTE -- SPEND -- SWALLOW -- STRANGLES LAW -- EVICTION -- HAMMER -- OUCH TO -- DUSK -- UN DUNE -- STUFFED -- SPATTER -- STILL Some of these poems have appeared in Feh!, Forklift Ohio, Report to Hell, Transmog, The Vinyl Elephant, and Wurdz ************************************************* FALLS Sent forth squalling rain thins the house commutation basement dampened walls skin dissolves bent neck's course under sprawling water chain breath bubbled in, eroded blouse clings ejaculation size, face's river's tamped shoes small bed thin "resolve" rests utter falter death, double implosion ex-rings, flies on's liver's clues bred MIST ***** IN Map retention spent and flayed the bluish veins retain a bloody liver gushing roads submerged so forth I chanchered burned all hair my muddy skin returned to paper frayed my pulpy tongue thin tore the current turned re-//formed the sand I reached or hands restrained the starting channel beached the fields all same DIRECTION ***** SPEEDING Acid tree contusion chain (pockets blistered) (froth of teething) bark chewed broom descending. Attic confusion locks (moths darkened) room's need stain misted breathing nude ascending. Relentless wood, spooned heart seizes SALAD ***** WET Selectual, salvage size, heaps of dresses stalking dim hall road "calls" stay of exaction hails eventual sleeping soreness plays dicky's head and boxes fall, ticking keys the drawer recalls or//regretful, licking, mys or highway (receding bread, stray load, sticky THIGH ***** CLAY Silage settles, spans the sleepage pants or smile of fly ("restless deep") common tracing of the isthmus' dance (oh chest you) keep, sodden dust, smearage 'cross the books or tossing-channel, flocks of heard scratchings, shirred eyes under feathers//sunk in mud, the matching pockets gasp milage dulls metals RING ***** FINGER Nail salivation (course seethings) felt of tumbled sail ah, banging against the dock bites forced speaking skin pops (stealthy tubings of, never) slaked dancing drainful circles//undressed the rock Sighting, chin, moon, stops, linger ***** BEE Pee retention climbing steps oh pants I bore the lamps cling tore pockets through my cooler leg free lint coagulation change tolls fueled lawn forever, rows of kneeling arming acid paper boxes ah at last my clay returns, the yellowed chest...(But fast as day-form burning, basements filled (sodden nest)) Drink, pump, stacks, sink CHASER ***** PLANTING The fluey louvers pale bowl empties hand I carried you or thought just heavy breathing lisp of nose trembly hair the axle soothes gripping shaled fingers show matter densely sand I watered "married" you or seating sought the window's dust lockers steady weight receiving. Passage lips or knotted clothes my coughing heavy mortared air the image- axe reglues. "So's gate flows", sensing: where I buried you SEED ***** DREAM Lair mattress folders set of hills the smoky sun baare slopes back of hand gritty wall your glasses under table gleam, shoes pass road mutters spinal words crumpled off steam returns soaking shirt (Chair, glowed, still BURNS ***** MELD What rumbles know gaping roof slathers snow head emerges gasping light fears sing gutters heavy mud earth rains sprawling on the ladder felt I, sore of bringing buckets blood slow shaping gathers bread blown, tasting bright ears or uttered thing. Birth chains crawling sadder knelt I, stringing luck held Frozen poodle, dusty sky ***** SHORE Floor tripling face demands the single eye screen gnats release snore gladly drooping through the computate or dribble place: rusty cans along the wall grass fills flies seen hats flat in grease's foot spore dry. Bore off, crippling, clean last shirt; where the door flows, roots thick with dirt SUIT ***** ENTROPY Dissection levers melted forearm flame of hair or licking-crack between resections handed ice in stomach heaves, snotty pool with hindsight pelted, place regained (sticking pat). So's direction severs back to's potty fool but, tines of light remain. Dripping hat, lumpy sleeves, "jewel-pages" gleam: stand of standing back, and sucking in the steam ANALYSIS ***** SANDY Standard-stipulation//clanking hall tethered belt-loops for correction synthesis, synthetic correction? the plan//sticks, commutation stands aside whethered boots remain connection severed sleeping fine but gritty oh I nevered, laundered, twisted here to stay "and leaving", hanks of chair my arms and back, wards feeling cheek off peeling paint (squandered "that") chest to WALL ***** KNOWS Cup-burn, possibility, "horse of" sealing cargo shoulder-heat the hold leads down drinking I or// weight-repeal (flossy tongue course) folds the map of im- , top of steps the roll begins (so's luck "tough learns") plate of burning water shoulder to the heel. Heel pain, sleep inversion, yearn to bring (churning halter WAY ***** VOLUTE Parallel reversal (corn of) bending cross the table fur burns (level rehearsal) plastic lemons, teeth the room behind (lenses churn. Toss the faster//lips or stain//twitching armpit) walked off siding back the drywall leaf of painted breath a (list of left//its plaster palate's, s PEAKING ***** SPEND Spinal memory cost, or choosing tips-retractions succotash the squash removes toward throne, cats, wads of gum, the scriber floored and slanting light the door (cup of smoke) climbing heavy moss or spoons sticks combs fat guns. Now it's all, doughnut sat, pout and paid forever//pall, glow, tendril revision. Numbers lost, no-chair FILL ***** SWALLOW Transducing's pants, legophagous thinks, swaying the high brown step or changing, cutting's fingers the rope chewed off "oh rusty sink I"//reducing's fast red blinks as' thigh lays down pet-raging (rutting lingers) smoke's dewed off dust sticks eye just knew//off strokes' windows clotting, the page-clown smiles as 'e drinks bed's last spewing: (sand buttocks hollow mastication) DWELLING ***** STRANGLES LAW Long scrawl drooping lip pot brims floater shooting soddy floor play molds couldn't I? birdy leg dog adheres, pillow-look sere sock chewed (choker) "dong fall" cold sight resembles' stringy drool, hip fought. Phone trails, sticky shoe, place's loan claimed (soggy door) north mouth draws down's jaw to's shirt locked (dangles paw//wiped TIGHT ***** EVICTION Straw chose so's ear connection phoner nose lacking hours thighs glaze connection sights (fly of leader, pee mind) draws low fears rejection simmers (foamed clothes) (soaking in the grass, "window's views") talky sleep shimmers dew//stacks of flowers eyes haze injection's nights... (proud leers, loaned slows, poking through the gas... REPACKS ***** HAMMER Watch smash stool trembles "my leg next?" floor aflitter parts, swayed toward wall and's grinning switch to a shriek relays' buzzing wire's armpits tingle (eighteen years not loosed) "more spittle" starts, glazed for's countless crumbled ringer-skins (heart's burble) tool agleam with thready breathing, silted blanket cartrunk hairbags cones wheedles: "my egg's nest?" HIGH ***** OUCH TO "Time to slow the" crashing lock list biting finger showered oil mildew steel wool wig of five lifted wieners blowing: hoarse regrets the salad blooms fumbles key or fork, resistance turning lingered sweet plastic sack of drippings plate returns, the precious tickets tripping o'er (the penny horse forgets) His last face learns, first churns, rancid mustard, scattered bun, ah LUNCH ***** DUSK Flog while pal-syndrome purling down the street suitcase crashing garbage cans coins knives baseball cards the fog in's sleeve learns grip oily pamphlets dog returns (pen soaked) "shall phone" wires' pockets shoot crashing. Large hands flayed corners felt yards dream in's missed retentions (sucks' chanchre sore) Hair's locked touches' slant stare room's wall, pasty back's GLARE ***** UN DUNE Un toad, boat sings dune de nudos kneels the rug glows retreats swales prow through wheeling couch... window out drops fog leans low vision's line altiva, churns wake "here", sleepy, emptied skin, resume sanding air, nu port. Nude revolves (resolves knots) weight on the islands dusty hands eyes, lips reclimb DESNUDO ***** STUFFED Blow retraction "coughing back" at me, sidewalk remembered, call-complication piles of digging street remain (rubbing chain) dragged behind (dense suitcase: grass and empty lighters): chair compaction sagging (but I left somehow) drooled the curb or clutched the scabby mattress' edge: puffed and... never caught my breath, tried to breathetheceilingin, "nose in's mud- thick" root, (compression's eyes' UP ***** SPATTER O spoon's relegation triples soupy crown-launch carrots sailing, lunch of wine, uh, wire clotted 'cross the windows linear metal cheese returned: glinting gossamer drool's reserved loopy slapping cheeks cottage, later clay! (O room's brown floor stewing, hunching under the bed... notebooks, soggy boxes, drifts of towels!) "My breathless shirt rehearsed..." SPATTER ***** STILL Flat dog bark, grey air//bucket hat's step-clumping down the bags of meal and grass (wormy sand or heart-attack "information science") clay smears the log or leg-lumpy clown dancing mist of speech-gasoline, resurrection "creation silence": veal Pampers under's pants. Inhales' exhalations, holds//concrete inversion, mows' nothing there TREES ****************************************************************************** ******************** JEFFREY LITTLE **************************** incoming --- cartel --- vertigo girl & the systematic hysteria of hotels --- dic*tum --- portages into westworld --- ossuaries & ozone --- ...blisters, ann, the wrist turns w/out wing --- opening day --- if not cutlery, when --- prosthetics a.d. ************ incoming walking towns w/a turkey buzzard strapped like a toothache to my head. it's about focus, it's about the acquisition of a perspective as if it were a foxhole. using nothing but a barometer & a hypnotized komodo i seek the postulates that will finally prove to myself the mother of this the human experiment. it's clear that my work is here, that my work lies deep inside the irritable sinuses of production, their incandescent smelt stacks & tankards of aluminum pudding, the gestalt of the brown sugar in a slaughterhouse ham. ******************** cartel "hell that t'aint sparagus" the chickens are dancing it's been this way for years. twilight thrice daily & peppered by the drive-by absolutions. canker sores loom like potholes in the blind alleys of your smile but why gamble on a molotov coctail when all that's called for's an asassination via infomercial? in times of turmoil turn to spalding's guide. economy is essential. you say stapler, you mean darwin--triads sustaining thought. the chickens flail at vacuum cleaners floating the alleys in quest of past glories as grace turns to a fragmenting crotch-high bouncing betty. barbeque hanging & greasepaint circles. chanting. i'm hungry again. ******************** vertigo girl & the systematic hysteria of hotels mentalists trip the toggles maiming the sentience of knees once walking in a lounge where all the pretzels were free of kinship rituals & painted dancing days chloroforming the vertigo girl in the pool looking like a corpse storming the hootch cabinet of angry gods in the web of the tabloid excesses & importances trembling in a lab's damp freud "every office should have one" & in time most acquiesce except the vertigo girl she's designing now a black dress sewn from the dentures of tunnel rats instead of talking of her past & the fact that a crow's hysterical squawking is the textbook sublimination of ty cobb's contiguous span it's as popeye took to function as a prop job for the klan "the business of america is business" of serrations ghost dancers corroborate w/skins celebrating a nation's ropes knotted the bolus choking on the machine's droning gloat it stirs the martini of a white dwarf rummaging in the rote replies passing for cans of conscience in the supermarket of your dreams they remain bound to the newer darkness tattooing daybreak w/the telekinetic gloom of repetitions enacted agelong w/out once seducing a womb to sedition a complete coercion the ensemble it's a quilted bedspread of teeth hanging heavily & by the runners of the red sled implanted by the vertigo girl in the hotel's lobby of various homings what it detects is a center which cannot carry us any further that's fused to the backbone of place pulled from an offering unmet of the systems all long since cooled ******************** dic*tum i green the colors always start & why not w/the colors or a handclap a noise or a color the colors this is the start what the start is always w/a start begins the litany begins w/a color or a handclap the echo then follows it follows that an echo follows that sound picks up where a sound where a color a handclap left off it follows that a color begins & why not what the echo it takes to finish ii head-steadied the leap over a cannister of fenced lowings the leap over a cannister of lowings to continue on w/the resonations over the fields in heavy shoes the clodhoppers the cannister it begins to disengage to follow through on its fold into distillation the definition it arrives saddled w/the leap it arrives saddled in a cannister a field pushed the color pushed to a sounding over the head steadied & taken to the where the echo's unsure iii thick beyond thought given rise to the residual the consequence of a sound's extraction to colors into the colors re-reeled & taken to be taken as a dispatch between fields a kinetic conveyance & why not the residual it carries the handclap the green lowing's saddled soundings it wests into nether only to return from the fenced where the echo waits where the echo it waits to be warned ******************** portages into westworld if you are fearful then you have the futile persuasion -- Sun Ra carrying a tin plate from the bustling chuck wagon & how i got there is anyone's guess. christ! i'm a cowpoke w/snakeskin boots on a red kerchief & a pair of leather chaps i look like howdy doody forsaken at the ok corrall & all i can hear booming through the echoic iron lung of my mind are the words "make do, make do" in the wine soaked voice of the latter day orson wells yes this year it promises to be a bad one. my life it's a series of ridiculous transformations as on a rope ladder's descent into a kettle of chipped beef on a shingle there are no borders here no logic but its own i'm awaiting a trolley car in a prairie patting down leather chaps for loose change. born w/out any sense of orientation i understand nothing but the innate barbarism of the maze for weeks once i wandered the ice-capped aisles of frozen foods subsisting solely on tater tots & corndogs-on-a-stick & now i'm eating beans on an empty range lisstening to a pack of walter brennans bitching about henri bergson about time travel the biscuits though taste like a thanksgiving w/a malamute & the gettysburg snow i'm tired of lying prostrate b/4 of explaining myself to a bodice of rules that doesn't apply. never have i discovered a folio that's resolved me for myself its charts & indices somehow resistant to the blackened clouds of fructose welling up in the west a book that could be myself but is not so i stare i stare at the clouds at the walter brennans as they're joined by a matched set of gabby hayes i stare at the tents the canvas tents on the horizon as if i were staring at myself standing in the piles of snow by wrigley field holding a broken hamilton blender in my hands the sun here it's a tin plate suspended strange fruit hanging the sky i'm wearing a tumbleweed cap like a russian a portable cossack for the hills as i make my way for the hills into the other the hills beyond these tents beyond the mountains between. ******************** ossuaries & ozone slow to the flame & the written word. atmosphere it cannot explain away the bone trawlers or this drill press of stone though the ozone smells like a wet coat left to the vitriol of the summer sun. i possess the logic the buttered logic of a scavenger newly arrived on these plastic plains all i demand is a wall or a limestone cave to call my own an infraction against the necessity of time. the wind carries light it carries seed like a bucket of balls & i cannot help but think of you kneeling b/4 a platefull of oranges & your wondering why. to dig w/charcoal for drinking water in a dessicated shelf daily, slow to the flame yes & the written word the therefore of a jawbox an alien jawbox w/out teeth it makes for a fine lampshade or half-remembered ancestor but there's no wisdom in a hen's tooth if you're as dry as a stalk of utah & assured of a lasting death. it's not enough to be simply alone in the corkscrew of your days but to be utterly so that accounts for this my lack of teeth & relative misunderstanding of photosynthesis & the politics of approach. i mark my time questioning blades of grass about their silence fully certain that it's so--i move-- as does everything around me, & what i'm left w/to what i trawl through is illegible a piecemeal an unknowable covenant of the cold. ******************** ...blisters, ann, the wrist turns w/out wing, unnerved in new dheli when a cloud of feathers strapped to a pea pod from the heavens plops, then. understand, the placenta is not a codpiece--& breathe, try scrambling across a mountain w/my teeth four summers running & still they sup alone. the feathers must take the shape of a cheese grater sporting a bear bryant seed coat undercover if it loiters too long on the cafeteria trays of your eyes. consider again the ancient proverb of the hairless sandwich chef & the flotilla of hapless wigs--remember--tread the ganges' flaking and the heat pump is yours. ******************** opening day this is a monk of a different abscess. chinchillas parachuting w/cheese danishes drooping like leon trotsky from the sky, the graveyard's awkward stilts...i've combed enough throats here to know. it's hard to prioritize inside of the thorax of an opaque birthday cake. what takes precedent, onions rolling about the turnpike or an uncouth acrobat eating one-armed sausages w/a sneer? by definition the occurrence is rare, but how am i to explain this to the quickened priests of my daughter's russian stare? struggling in my bid to contradict particle physics w/a lawn art only to end up w/a light show in my lap. lines have been plotted--convergences assured. i confess i have my doubts. my daughter's looking on like a balding soviet bureaucrat attempting to resuscitate the failed heart of laika the prodigal space pooch & the chinchillas they're nowhere to be seen. in a forest's teflon clearings a specific balance conducts palmed hopes & the trembling, a transcendence promising an end to the agitated slapstick of repetition, i've combed enough throats to know--atavistic totems & lost tribes of the semaphore, three-card monte beneath the scaffolding skies. ******************** if not cutlery, when some frozen sap cupping his ears as crimson as pepe the circus freak's marvelous rupture sizing the wind more of a solvent than wash. the broiled chops break into mumbles, why no elevators...it's the bottom half of salvation when do the jesuits come to bat i h ave no answers for them i can offer no regrets only vats of designer shaman extract from the wal-mart i tell them there's nothing more repulsive than a bludgeoning except the notion of shame & they just lay there nodding on the white serving tray & smiling as only the pork chop can. in warehouses all over this continent billions of black rubber o-rings linger on metal shelving in boxes, stenciled: O-RINGS. the connection cannot be made more clear. what a rupture distills where curtly the cold air snaps to circus. ******************** prosthetics a.d. wooden crates filled w/lungs dot the whole of the jersey shore w/the teams of frogmen in their rubber lamb chop masks making synchronized sweeps through the shallow. they're seeking slot machines the slot machines huffing fat sacks of air. there is nothing even slightly pleasing about the circumferance of a noun. holed up deep in the atlantic jack ruby's sporting pin-striped gill slits & posing w/poseidon's big-ass fork, he's surrounded by naked women in diving bells & holds in his left hand the remote control i am on page 12 of the brothers karamazoz. "the eldest son is packed off." it's my guess that if made to i could probably keep afloat. that yes, i am connected to these lungs. it's no secret why the oxygen it swirls around jack ruby & those lungs the jersey shore. two large fingers, an apple, & a jar. *************************************************