The Master Initializer

by Shawn

comments by:

Mytili


         The Master Initializer has gone missing -

              The office staff is up-armed, up-armed,
              for this impotentizes the vast network
              of departmental copy cards
              and by extension We
              of the many delivered copies

                   No copies may be made today,
                   so bar the doors and we
                   are hanging among ourselves and
                   no copies may be made today
                   so bless the desk
                   so bless the desk we sit behind                             
                   and sit behind and sit behind
                   and sit

         The Master Initializer has gone missing -

                   and with it went our aim
                   and with it went our Name
                   and with it went our linearity
                   and that's a shame We circle up

              as we are running out of toner, too, and fading
              waiting We stare into the Blank
              of Sorry and Tomorrow Maybe
              A line of ghosts is moving freely beyond the windows
              May the scream saver bloom for us!

         The Master Initializer has gone missing -

              The necessary implementation is days withheld,
              leaving us to sit and recollect ourselves.                       
              Now who was the last to touch it?
              A circling around a circle round around
              Within the rink of lack enumerate
              the possibilities with questions:

                   Have you seen have you have you touched
                   have you have tasted you have you the card
                   have you Do you hear it do you do here you
                   hear do you charge do you lost you again Do
                   you hear it do you where?

                        That I may find it, copy me,
                        Copy me a memory.

         The Master Initializer has gone missing -

              We must now replace it. I have gone to phone
              McKey's machine in hope and phone in hope
              machine and phone and hope again - McKey!
              Disincorporated savior, return a call to me!                     
              The Deer Park cooler is almost empty;
              we sit with a heavy, irreplicable thirst.
              Now hold me here this hand
              and tell us what you feel.

                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long                                        
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long
                   say eight hours long

                   When I think of you I automatically sing:
                   Permeated - holy babble ghosts - song,
                   Back against a window-wall - song,
                   Necessary card McKey so well beyond me
                   song - song.

         The Master Initializer has gone missing -

              Another will tomorrow arrive
              in the morning mail, according
              to the faxed and written word.
              Tomorrow the wheels of our chairs                                
              are running, and we are in them, relined.
              But, still today our hands
              o'er mouths are spread
              upon our desks.

                   It is 4:30 and I am leaving.
                   It is 4:45 and I am gone.
                   It is 5:00 and I am leaving.
                   I am leaving your meaning behind.



                                                                               




Accourding to Mytili Jagannathan

Date: Fri, 12 Feb 1999 17:47:11 -0500 (EST)
From: mytilij@dept.english.upenn.edu (Mytili Jagannathan)

Shawn,

I love your poem "The Master Initializer."  Reminds me of my time working
in an office producing marketing proposals and our cycles of almost            
celebratory copier panic.

I especially like the section after the "eight hours long" litany--your
"holy babble ghosts" and song.  Such music!  I bet this is a wonderful
poem to read out loud.

-Mytili