Room With a View, Spa Bath, Many Extras
Lucy couldn't help feeling nervous as Mr. Beebe accosted the old
woman, and asked if the house was for sale. 'We want plenty of
views,' he said firmly. He was Lucy's uncle, and believed in speaking
firmly when abroad.
'Is this house for sale?' the old woman repeated, in a heavy
accent. 'No. Well, perhaps. And views? There are no views.'
'No views!' Charlotte's voice was a whisper; she clutched her
handkerchief.
Lucy smiled at her sister's anxiety. Poor Charlotte! Lucy could
see over the old woman's shoulder that the separate dining room
with two fireplaces was spacious enough, and behind that, the sun-
dazzled terrace afforded unparalleled panoramic views out onto a
family outdoor living area.
Miss Bartlett went upstairs to inspect the sanitary
arrangements.
'How horrible that a quality villa with such magnificent rooms
is simply someone's property to sell,' Charlotte said, with her usual
lack of tact.
Mr. Beebe tried again, and raised his voice. 'We're English, and
rather well connected. I've brought my nieces with me -'
'In Tuscany, where I come from, all the foreigners are lords
from England,' said the horrid old woman. 'That cuts no cheese with
me.'
'My niece -' he indicated Lucy - 'she's not well. We've come
here for the waters.'
The old woman gazed out over the valley. Cars crawled along
the road at the foot of the slope like miniature working models.
'Waters? You have been misinformed. There are no waters. Here is
the life-giving sun, and so we slip into the Spring. Oh well, come on
in.' She led the way. Lucy's heart was beating. The young ladies
tossed their heads and, full of alarm, surveyed the air-conditioned
lounge and the marble fireplace.
It was particularly mortifying for Lucy, for this old woman's
villa was the very house she had longed to own, once, and now could
never afford. Meandering across the marble floor, sighing over the
lush family accommodation, she felt too ill to go on.
'Mr. Beebe, this fireplace - it's real marble,' said Charlotte.
'Silly girl.' Mr. Beebe had a smile on his lips. 'Far from being
real marble sculptured with an impression of fresh flowers, the
fireplace seems to be "marble effect", dripping with verdure
gathered from the garden by the gated swimming pool. Very
interesting. Here we can enjoy dramatic views out onto the
charioteer drive, there is easy access to town, and by day Sydney's
eventful history parades before us. And look at the garden.'
The garden featured a galley kitchen and a wonderful wombat-
burrow park with newspapers and its own balcony. A wombat Ñ only
a strong man would keep such a fierce and obstinate animal.
Such thoughts, murmured Lucy to herself; such thoughts I'm
having.
'Shall we go out to the front of the house again?' Mr. Beebe
asked. 'Then we can look for Miss Bartlett's toque, which was lost
yesterday.'
Lucy's cousin George had abandoned his friendly manner.
Perhaps it was the heat, perhaps the old woman. He frowned. 'Do you
think we should? Perhaps you two could just go for a scenic walk.
Lucy and I could explore the old laundry.' He smiled, showing his
teeth.
'A walk, yes, you're quite right,' Mr. Beebe said. 'It's best not to
stay at home too much. A person who is not at home is rarely
disturbed, they say. Then we must take the tea-basket.' The tea-
basket gave out a pleasant sound; he had players concealed inside,
and they made a lovely music. Miss Bartlett was already upstairs
balanced on a parapet. George took Lucy's hand and they crossed the
lounge. Outside, pale sunlight flooded the sunken pit.
Lucy and George went upstairs alone. For a moment, in step
with fashion and out of earshot, Miss Bartlett contrived to remain
undiscovered.
Lucy, who was not what she seemed to be, went out onto the
veranda. She had plans. Just look at the things we must do to achieve
a fully renovated pool, Lucy mused: and then garaging for a cousin,
gardens meant to please George, a timber porch with ample parking
all night, which turned into a paved garden by day.
'There are comforts in consciously living in a state of attained
profundity,' George called from the other room. 'The buzz of the city
location is one thing. The lovely forty square metres of lawn is
another.'
She looked out the window onto the spacious gardens below: it
was true. But how I should like the house to have something of the
taste of Provence, she thought. Tuscany was not quite so much in
fashion this year; a sudden influx of colonials had quite spoiled its
allure. There, in Provence, the things grow old in a charming family
manner, generation after generation. One room is casual, one formal,
and so on. The houses are two thousand years old, or more. Her
thoughts were interrupted by a commotion from the drive.
'Charlotte, can you please settle your driver?'
Whose voice was that? Mr. Beebe's? She couldn't hear
Charlotte's reply, though she caught a glimpse of her figure as she
tripped by in a feeble muddle, taking ages, the way girls do.
A voice from the darkened room behind her startled her. 'Now
you gaze out at nothing,' said Miss Bartlett. The diamond pattern on
the cold floor and a grand piano followed her eyes. George had
disappeared. 'But you did not come here to gaze out. You came here
for other reasons. There is a man, and you are making a nuisance of
yourself with him -'
'Why shouldn't I be a nuisance if I wish? I am very aware of
the possibility of trouble; they say opportunity breeds it. Damn you!
I'm off to Bondi Junction to have some harmless fun. Then I may
come back, but not to speak to you. I shall walk in the grounds.'
'Lucy! Come here this minute!' But it was too late. Lucy poured
herself down the staircase in a rush, hoping not to be seen. The
balustrade was almost blasphemous in size, a shibboleth that
clambered across the mellow space of the huge entrance hall.
There was a hubbub in the drive as she left. But for all her
suggested means of escape, Lucy felt sure of having to paint other
people's renovated bathrooms for a living. That wasn't what she had
planned.
The others gathered in a knot on the piazza below. George
joined them. 'If I might own up as a kind of magic fairy to Miss
Bartlett's grandmother,' he began to banter playfully, but Miss
Bartlett cut him off.
'Stuff and nonsense,' she said sharply.
'You're concerned about Lucy,' he went on, a little more
soberly. 'It's
clear that she is used to being entertained by fellows whose
traditional high style
rarely allows glimpses of their baser selves to be apparent. From this
we propose to show that my brother Robert had continued to enjoy
many a rare occasion with her, and the theme that mattered to them,
that is so sovereign in their thoughts, was not what you think. And as
for you, Miss Bartlett, I feel you would be as happy to be joyful as to
be truthful.'
'Well!' spat out Miss Bartlett.
Charlotte tried to explain to the angry older woman. 'My cousin
George is trying to be frank,' she said. 'My sister Lucy - you know,
youth in tumult - the property market is in a vibrant mood, we can
all see that, and some are susceptible. Their hormones tremble and
gush in sympathy when a remarkable opportunity declares itself.
This so-called villa, for example - I've made certain enquiries. The
lease has expired conveniently, the tenant as it happens was given
an inferior concealed laundry, with no separate in-law
accommodation, and stormed off. What's more, she threatened some
other people just driving by in their carriages. It's Lucy's for the
plucking - as long as George plays ball. Can you blame a girl for
getting a little over-heated?' She gave a cruel laugh.
Mr. Beebe smiled. So things were not turning out so badly, after
all, for his little charges.
Meanwhile, Lucy found herself walking alone in the grounds of the
villa, her pulse throbbing. There were images flowing through the
trees, and ghostly figures seemed to drift across the lawn, some
becoming plaintive. The animals looked at her playfully. But they
failed to affect the way she really felt.
The house was almost perfect, she thought, and yet - something
was warning her. The Sunday breakfasts with a central pond and
reverse cycle ducted air delight the soul, and the strange reversed
light in the mirrors plays tricks upon the taste. Then there was her
other self, and the night-life of the harbourfront where she wanted
sometimes to be wrong, but nicely wrong. Lucy seemed to be 'it'
among the crowds in cafŽs and restaurants, their wildest
imaginations making the worst of things. That reminded her of
something unpleasant - the driver who had brought her home from
the nightclub had seen
things he shouldn't have, and there was now talk in the town. With
an effort she dismissed her anger, for the time being.
It's fine here, Lucy thought, except perhaps for George's
asthma-there may be problems, but nothing he can't handleÑand by
day Sydney's eastern sunlight pours in through the windows.
Elsewhere it is quiet and comfortable, except for the occasional
shrieks of bad weather. We were disgusted with the city, and
George-this is certainly a place to live a good life in.
So I shall build, she dreamed, and cast moments into the
stream of time.
She thought of the way George had looked at her. 'What is my
affair really going to end up as? Sleep brings romantic dreams, but
what use are dreams? Yes, they're a natural part of livingÉ Yet
subtly wrong, too.' And now memories came to trouble her. This was
surely the same garden where she had spent long hours with some
man who had lost his head.
Babble, babble said the little spring.
In the shadow of a cypress tree, a bird. Those who really love
and understand birdsong, she thought, the world of nature is a book
to them.
Under the tree she fell asleep, and had a strange dream. An old
man was speaking: 'You may have noted on the country roads, the
reverence the locals show for every well, every roadside shrine. The
spirit of the shrine can warn you against hazardous investments. I
acted the home buyer in an unstable environment Ñ that was wrong,
and the spirits said I may be killed - ' Just then she woke up.
It was time to go back and face whatever awaited her in the
house.
When she arrived in the welcome shade of the villa, it was strangely
empty. A voice called to her from upstairs. She found George
standing at the railing. 'See,' he said, 'Charlotte has suggested how the
laundry's features could be remodelled, including having the
staircase lead up to the bathroom, like so.
DownstairsÉ spectacular views over the valley.'
'So?' Lucy was not prepared to be impressed.
'And the prospect of vibrant local shopping,' he went on, 'the
thrilling
restaurants full of natural light with French farmhouse accents.'
No, I want something special, Lucy thought, and this laundry
isn't it. Yet she could only agree with his firm words. She wished to
leave, but she had only minutes to find an excuse. The stained
psychology of his speech seemed strange to her, and yet alluring.
He noticed her hesitation. 'Do you propose to remain?'
'No, I'm irritable now, I should have gone ages ago.'
So these two young people played their strange games.
One could well question their quest for a quiet intellectual cul-de-sac.
Heroes-gods-even beautiful people, cast in their image-come to
abandon the things of the mind, and to enjoy outdoor living, and the
original bi-folding doors of their youth open onto a grand entrance
hallway which darkens and leads in the end to the clergyman
dressed in black, either for one ceremony or for the other, or so it
seemed to Lucy.
He doesn't really admire me, she thought; he says that what I
do in my bedroom had ceased to fray at his nerves.
George talked about providing extra features, the tranquillity
of an in-ground floor heating system. His soothing talk encompassed
her. But in his plans there was-what was it?Ñtoo much decoration?
She had been trained to dislike any decoration more than nature
allows, more than is afforded by a property's expected capital gains.
She gazed out over the harbour views, the water a deep greenhouse
colour.
'Leave me for a moment,' she said.
In the bathroom she sat thinking. What should she do? She
wandered out through the spacious bedrooms and the formal lounge
and arrived by mean of the subconscious family area at the outdoor
barbecue pit.
He was waiting for her. 'Well? I think I know what's going
through your mind.'
'No, I don't want you to get to know me any better.'
'Try and stop me.'
A waterfall plunging into a sunken pond completed the luxury
feeling of the villa. It splashed her dress. And yet the water's insult
was as nothing
compared to his impertinence. 'You came intoning the virtues of a
northern aspect,' she said angrily, 'of a quiet location with three
bathrooms plus a separate shower under the covered patio
commanding a large view across the
harbour to the Botanic Gardens. And all the time you only wanted to
impress a foolish girl.'
He kept silent, and fumbled with his hands. She was waking up
to his ability to keep silent. Was it intelligence, or the lack of it? She
went to the railing and looked down. Her memory of their embrace
that very morning-t bothered her.
I have upset her, he thought. A woman in many ways, but still
just a girl. She is looking for love, and all I have to offer is real estate.
'This property is worth two to three million all told,' he
ventured. 'With your inheritance, we can borrow the money. This is a
fantastic opportunity for us.' In the heat of the moment he grasped
her arm. She withdrew it angrily.
Beside her George mumbled a temperate apology. 'I don't
understand myself, Lucy,' he said. 'This is capitalisation, and I fear
I've missed out on it as the moment passed. It must be affecting me
more than I thought.'
'No, don't apologise. It happens to us all sooner or later, and
maximising the situation is sometimes an impossibility.'
'Oh Lucy, you are so understanding.'
He moved closer and put his arm around her.
She pulled back. 'Do you propose to seduce me, you silly boy?'
His voice was full of warmth and he soon began to make love to
her. They embraced, and came out onto the terrace. He pushed her
into the bedroom and adjusted the skylights of this once grand old
residence. The lace verandas gave onto the harbour and created a
sun-drenched mood. Lucy's body was silent.
She tried to open the windows, but she knew they were locked.
You can trust him, Charlotte had said. But was it true? She began to
cry.
'What is there to cry about?' he asked. 'Kiss me here.'
Then they talked, and considered the harbour views and the
buoyant market. For all she could relish the opportunity to make a
killing while the market was rising, the joy that she felt most keenly
was the abstract comprehension of the market forces working out
their patterns behind the figures on the stock exchange.
He touched her gently on the arm and drew her to the terrace.
'It is a dreadful thing,' he said, 'that this delightful timber kitchen
detail is almost ignored by most people. This is a lovely place, with a
fine garden, a sensible modern investment by Miss Honeychurch,
whatever your opinion of her morals. It used to be a wilderness, and
now with its billiard room, the close proximity to harbour and
synagogue, it's perfectly civilised.'
'Her morals?'
'Oh, please, I shouldn't have mentioned that. Forgive me. Here,
have you seen the laundry? It's quite remarkable.'
Lucy detected that the room, ostensibly a place for washing
clothes, was more a gourmet bedroom, and a perfect location for
horseplay. To her it was utterly magical; she was shaken by the
appearance of the well designed fittings. She had a yen for those
itching bedrooms, and for love.
He took her into the garden. 'Kiss me here,' he said roughly.
'Here? Now?' Here voice was faint. 'Ah, you fabulous boy-They
sank upon the bank of soft grass. It had a fine south-east aspect and
allowed plenty of opportunity to find true charm. They embraced for
what seemed to her like an endless moment, and a luxurious
certainty filled her being. She gave a cry as her defences fell, and
harbour glimpses filled her vision. To enjoy that was a mistake, said
her subconscious.
Then she said 'There. Kiss me. Kiss me. Kiss me again in the
dark.'
He counted her fallen defences. They weren't much.
She pulled herself together, stood up, and checked the sunny
northern aspect. No one there. Just what exactly she thought she had
been doing, she didn't really know. How it was they had not stopped
when any decent person
would have stopped-perhaps they had fallen into some lower state of
existence. If the nonsense of life could drag you down like that-she
found herself running through the grounds, her hair distraught.
Meanwhile George was in a daze.
Her lovely voice made me do it, he thought, or perhaps
something about her looks made me think of love-no, figures,
investment figures, and this intense feeling became more than I
sensibly could repress. I wanted to be the one to make a choice
among many fine and uniquely maintained features, to impress the
girl. Was that wrong? But with prices soaring like that, it was over.
Mr. Beebe held Lucy's future in his hands, and he was obstinate in
his stand against what might make her happy, the kind of risky but
profitable investment that could give us years of good dividend
yields.
He got up and went to check the elegant forecourt and the
somewhat whimsical shower cubicle; they seemed structurally
unreliable.
Lucy ran into Charlotte by a goldfish pond in the grounds. Her sister
asked her what had happened behind the black windows that
overlooked the sullen landscape, and in the deserted laundry. She
paled when told. Could one so young rescue herself from disgrace?
'I feel used,' Lucy complained.
'Of course, dear. Men are always like that, didn't you know? Oh,
you poor thing. And you were expecting a larger house, more elegant
accommodation, a more generous lounge room.'
'Well, for instance, ornate ceilings would be one thing I should
insist on.'
'Had there been any previous indication-that he might-'
'Of course. George had met me on the beach and undressed me
long before he had shown me these properties. And at the nightclub-
he is not the perfect person in the dark, to be frank, and he has little
cultural content. He kissed me that first evening, if the truth be
known, while we were analysing the quarterly market trends-'
'Oh, don't tell,' Charlotte replied. 'You're quite blind, aren't you?
He was
my ideal, too, once upon a time. He showed me his property near
Wollongong, it's named Capri, and I had hopes - I mean, I was in
some jeopardy-oh, never mind.' Indeed, on that occasion Charlotte
had been subject to his stupefying
touch in the dark, and in close proximity to mortal danger. It had
been a long evening; it was now long ago.
'But he has something, a touch of je ne sais quoi,' Lucy
admitted.
'He owns a typical Balinese bungalow. Is that what impressed
you, you vain woman?'
'No-of course not! George has his surprises. Just a few minutes
walk from the harbour he showed me a wide terrace house he's
thinking of investing in, just the thing a shrewd buyer would snap
up. Features flood the property, flowing to it from cafŽs where
retirees sip cafŽ au lait, incorporating generous proportions with
Jetmaster air leading through the lovely garden. With his market
sense, a girl could hardly go wrong.'
'Yes, but don't you sometimes want to go wrong?' her sister
asked vehemently. 'That's what's wrong with you, isn't it?'
Lucy regarded her coolly. What on earth could she mean?
Back at the villa, the others discussed her behaviour. 'Lucy has fallen
into moral darkness,' said Miss Bartlett. 'A dreadful thing has
happened. Let us go immediately to look for her.'
'No,' said Mr Beebe. 'To the contrary. I propose this deplorable
event be forgotten. There are more important things to think about.
The property purchase George is urging, for example. Here the
opportunities display themselves, in the finest classical lines, elegant
to the ocean viewing. So what are we to do?'
'My dear Mr. Beebe, would you trust George? He was seen
climbing the veranda opposite. Isn't that where that Honeychurch
woman-'She stopped, blushing.
George's brother Robert had joined them, and he broke in
bitterly: 'As for Lucy, I saw her with her friend,' said he, 'in the
private office area. Theatrette,
you could call it. The lights were out. It was the night of that
dreadful storm. She is not protected so much by the private nature of
the terracotta paved garden deck as she thinks she is.'
'The choice of a genuine alarm system in the master bedroom
en suite should have stopped him,' mused Mr. Beebe. 'I suppose she
ended up in that position because of the storm, needing protection,
that sort of thing.'
'She does not have to be forgiven simply because of the storm,'
cried Robert. 'What about the laundry? Last Easter, downstairs in the
eat-in kitchen, it almost happened then, worse than a storm. Have
you not seen that she is the only person living in this wild way,
bringing shame upon her family? She thinks to be forgiven, but what
about me? The young woman had made certain promises-would you
have put up with as much? She is thoroughly unrefined, and this
house she is obsessed with -first, the living areas have to be seen to
be believed. Elegant homes always have a superb outlook-they
always have loads of winter comfort-this has none. And her exploits-
even the foreigners were disgusted at her behaviour, Miss
Honeychurch said.'
'I wonder what could she have meant?' Miss Bartlett said. 'You
mean what, Robert Emerson? That it had happened before?' Had
Lucy, in fact, suffered this before?
Charlotte joined them. 'You've ruined the poor creature's
reputation. There-are you happy now?' Charlotte glared at Robert.
She had long since dried her soaked underclothes on the timber deck,
among thoughts of recently-past joy.
The one candle burnt trembling. Lucy-Lucy had won George.
That's all Charlotte knew. She addressed the plaster work here, an
elegant all-white city, to no avail. Gleaming doors led to a future, but
it was empty. 'Last Easter, I never dreamed that such things might
happen,' she said. 'That brief moment of hope and happiness will
never come again.'
'I think,' said Miss Bartlett, 'that we had better forget the whole
thing.' Darkness and the problems of off-street parking and so forth
agreed with her.
Charlotte said, 'He seems to purchase a kind of mental
throbbing in susceptible women, with his reputation for dissolution.
Since the mirrored walls
reflect everything willy-nilly, their eyes can only reflect their own
desires, seen gleaming in his eyes. In the end, he had the two women
he wanted. Once a cad, always a cad. Such people not only hurt
themselves; they hurt others as well.'
Later that evening, Lucy came upon Miss Bartlett on the back porch,
by the ornamental lake. Fish bothered the surface. Miss Bartlett said
'I want you to remember the highlights of your life in this garden,
Lucy, and remember the dying man's words in your dream. They are
meant for you. Your name means light. Listen to Persephone, whose
hair in disarray rarely disturbed her.'
Lucy stared at the old woman-she understood! 'In the years to
come,' Lucy said, touching her arm, 'you will be welcome here. The
villa will be different-imagine the result of years of labour, of value-
adding improvements. As for Charlotte, and her forlorn passion for
Charles-perhaps defeat was always part of her love, this deplorable
emotional gambling, an urge to self-destruction while waiting for life
to go on. She will recover, I know, and we shall love each other again,
as we used to do.'
Miss Bartlett took her arm, and the two women walked out into
the
night air.
The painful things which had been buried among these
entertaining evenings faded, and the floodlights from the double
security fittings glowed through french doors onto the veranda
bright with golden light, which warmed the lounge and flowed down
across the lawns, reminding Lucy of her cousin's awful power; a
power which was now hers to enjoy.
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