Unpublished poems and fragments from the first typescript:
Poems of sleep
Three manuscripts and one typescript pages, letter format. Undated. The beginning of the manuscript and the end of the typescript are missing. |
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But is the egg suggesting the quietness | |||
honey is | |||
Of its forms. And the malt of sleep, beams | |||
its | |||
For this patronising dome. |
But sleep is on all fours, | |||
A beautifully written but inaccurate directive mined memoir charged with follies, | |||
A personal memento engraved in the sidewalk | |||
Tormenting the absolute future into lines of acceptance. | |||
Ready to dispatch the elegant part of this | |||
And all ears for the equation you remain on the sill | |||
Nothing is to be preferred to this sleep. | |||
Not a maze of dots guiding you you think nowhere | |||
At once the kindness and friendly clause | |||
And mouth of the sea applied to your side flank case | |||
yet | |||
Forever at odds with, and draining. |
This should be a letter telling you of changes | |||
Of desire throwing you a minute to one side | |||
pierced | |||
And then the other, like baby alligators in a box | |||
Of how this tossing looks harmonious from a distance | |||
Like the sea or the tops of trees, and how | |||
Only when one gets closer does is its sadness small and appreciable. | |||
I can be held in the hand. | |||
All this must go into a letter. | |||
Also the feeling of being lived | |||
The after-lunch thing, looking for people | |||
Who are out. And the gradual peace and relaxation | |||
That boils down, through rings of cold and fatigue | |||
At the end of day to a musical deposit. | |||
Smearing much of the day into fatigue | |||
away | |||
At finding you not in, bloody from beating doors in | |||
And scarcely incomprehensible. |
I meant to say these things | |||
If I had time. But an architecture of sighs | |||
For things we cannot afford built | |||
Made of | |||
Out of us like rain commands a view | |||
flat | |||
Of this plain. There's | |||
Nothing like it for not leading footsteps |
To its footman's empathy. with | |||
It | |||
And all destroyed. There is the attraction of this mucus | |||
But there is no personal involvement | |||
These sudden bursts of hot and cold | |||
(a) | |||
Are wreathed in shadowless intensity | |||
characteristics | |||
Whose moment saps them of all other qualities. | |||
rest | |||
Thus in beginning to be peace you at once know | |||
loss of motion | |||
The absurdity of any quietude | |||
It breaks open in still pieces | |||
Around the consumptive crown all the guests wear | |||
no information | |||
We can have know knowledge of this | |||
Only the crater of becoming a sealed consciousness. |
Poems of sleep |
In this hutment or abode I'll | |||
Invoke "mitred domes" and suchlike | |||
Awaking to this penitential psalm now | |||
That purgatory's violent, violet ways have ended | |||
In sleep and satisfaction for each one. | |||
I have decided to write you this poem of misdemeanors and small penalty. | |||
This volume is geometrical beauty, | |||
Its slabs cannot keep up with the hungering into breath | |||
And final dreams. |
But is the egg suggesting the quietness | |||
Of its forms. And sleep is beams | |||
For its patronising dome. |
But sleep is on all fours, | |||
A beautifully written but inaccurate | |||
Directive charged with {follies}, | |||
A personal memento engraved o XX in the sidewalk. | |||
Tormenting the absolute future into lines of acceptance. | |||
Ready to dispatch the elegant part of this | |||
And all ears for the equation you remain on the sill: | |||
Nothing is to be prepared to for this sleep. | |||
At once the kindness and friendly clause | |||
And mouth of sea applied to your case | |||
Forever at odds with, and yet draining. |
This should be a letter telling you of changes | |||
Of desire throwing you a minute to one side | |||
And then the other like alligators | |||
Of how this tossing looks harmonious from a distance | |||
Like the sea or the tops of trees, and how | |||
Only when one gets closer is its sadness small and appreciable. | |||
It can be held in the hand. | |||
All this must go into a letter. | |||
Also the feeling of being lived, looking for people, | |||
And the gradual peace and relaxation | |||
That boils down, through rings of cold and fatigue | |||
Smearing much of the day into fatigue | |||
At finding you not in, bloody from beating doors in | |||
And incomprehensible. |
I meant to say these things | |||
If I had time. But an architecture | |||
Made of us like rain commands a view | |||
Of this its plain. There's nothing like itXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX | |||
Nothing like it for not leading | |||
To its footman's empathy. It is the attraction of this mucus | |||
But there is no personal involvement | |||
These sudden bursts of hot and cold | |||
Are wreathed in shadowless intensity | |||
Whose moment saps them of all characteristics. | |||
Thus beginning to rest you at once know |