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V-III |
The wind has dropped, but the magnolia blossoms still | ||
Fall with a plop onto the dry, spongy earth. | ||
The evening air is pestiferous with gnats. (midges) |
We walk back to the house taking our time about it | ||
Because there is nothing for dinner | ||
Only hot water and a couple of shit-smeared eggs. |
There is only one way to complete the puzzle: | ||
By finding a roof-shaped peaceXXXXX piece that is lime-green fading to buff at one edge side. |
I had thought of announcing my engagement to you | ||
The day of the first full moon of X month. |
Though it is only the beginning of March, a few | ||
Russet and yellow wall flowers are blooming in the border | ||
Protected by some moss-grown, fragmentary masonry. | ||
Termites are at work in the long central roof-beam. |
One morning you appear at breakfast | ||
Dressed, as for a voyage, in your worst suit of clothes. | ||
And over a pot of coffee, or, more accurately, rusted water | ||
Announce your intention of leaving me alone in this cistern-like house. | ||
In your own best interests I think I shall decide not to believe you. |
A curious wooden vehicle you have, neither cart nor sled. | ||
The wooden runners swish quite merrily over the oozy grass. | ||
You had thought it only big enough for one but in reality it holds two quite comfortably. |
In the distance, academic spires. | ||
We are approaching M, a sub-prefecture of Z province. (lively) | ||
Here we shall find food, a night's lodging, and, if we are lucky, intelligent conversation. |
"Hard-boiled eggs and honey | ||
Have ever been my principal sustenance. | ||
A little water taken at dawn, in the evening some seaweed-broth | ||
And someXXXXXXXX With perhaps some corn-sugar crystals on special feast-days | ||
Are enough for the sage. Cinder-block cushions on a granite couch | ||
He finds | Are too soft for him; he and weeps with gentle rage." | |
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The tiresome old man is telling us his life story. | ||
He was born, it seems, long ago, near the frontiers of D district | ||
In the heart of the famous pitch-pine forests there. A lifetime ofXX among trees | ||
Has made him sallow and listless; his heart is like a fungus | ||
Deep in the heart of some dismal wood. | ||
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"At thirty-two I came up to take my examinations at X university. | ||
The W U wax factory, it seemed, wanted a new general manager. | ||
I was the sole applicant for the job, but it was refused me. | ||
So I have preferred to finish my life | ||
In the quietude of this floral retreat." |