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The wind soughs carefully in the umbrella pines. | ||
How nice to lie on one's back, looking up | ||
Into that bird-hopping world of flecked sunlight and shadow. | ||
But how is it that you are always indoors, peering at too-heavily cancelled stamps through a greasy magnifying glass? | ||
And slowly the incoherencies of day melt in | ||
A general wishful thinking of night | ||
To peruse certain stars over the bay. | ||
Cataracts of peace pour from the poised heavens | ||
And only fear of snakes prevents us from passing the night in the open air. | ||
The day is definitely at an end. |
Old heavens, you used to tweak above us, | ||
Standing like rain whenever a salvo... Old heavens, | ||
You lying there above the old, but not ruined, fort, | ||
Can you hear, there, what I am saying? |
For it is you I am parodying, | ||
Your invisible denials. And the almost correct impressions | ||
Corroborated by newsprint, which is so fine. | ||
I call to you there, but I do not think that you will answer me. |
For I am condemned to drum my fingers | ||
On the closed lid of this piano, this tedious planet, earth | ||
As it winks to you through the aspiring, growing distances, | ||
A last spark [???]XXXXX before the night. |
There was much to be said in favor of storms | ||
But you seem to have abandoned them in favor of endless light. | ||
I cannot say that I think the change much of an improvement. | ||
There is something fearful in about in these summer nights that go on forever... |
We are nearing the Moorish coast, I think, in a bateau. | ||
I wonder if I will have any friends there | ||
Whether the future will be kinder to me than the past, for example, | ||
And am all set to be put out, finding it to be not. |
Still, I am prepared for this voyage, and for anything else you may care to mention. | ||
Not that I am not afraid, but there is very little time left. | ||
You have probably made travel arrangements, and know the feeling. | ||
Suddenly, one morning, the little train arrives in the station, but oh, so big |