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And, as into a tunnel, the voyage starts | ||
Only, as I said, to be continued. The eyes of those left standing on the dock are wet | ||
But ours are dry. Into the secretive, vaporous night with all of us! | ||
Into the unknown, the unknown that loves us, the great unknown! |
So man nightly | ||
Sparingly descends | ||
The birches and the hay all of him | ||
Pruned, erect for vital contact. As the separate mists of day slip | ||
Uncomplainingly into the atmosphere. Loving you? The question sinks into |
That mazy business | ||
About writing or to have read it in some book | ||
To silently move away. At Gonnosfanadiga the pumps | ||
Working, urgent in the thickening sunset, like boys' shoulders |
And you return to the question as to a calendar of November | ||
Again and again consulting the surface of that enormous affair | ||
I think not to have loved you but the music | ||
Petting the enameled slow-imagined stars |
A concert of dissatisfaction whereby gutter and dust seep | ||
To engross the mirrored image and its landscape.: | ||
City in dirt, favorable mirth. |
As when | ||
through darkness and mist | ||
the pole-bringer | ||
demandingly watches | ||
I am convinced that these things are of some importance. |
Firstly, it is a preparing to go outward | ||
Of no planet limiting the enjoyment | ||
Of motion--hips free of embarrassment etc. |
The figure 8 is a perfect symbol | ||
Of the freedom to be gained in this kind of activity | ||
The perspective lines of the barn are another and different kind of example | ||
(Viz. "Rigg's Farm, near Aysgarth, Wensleydale," or the "Sketch at Norton") | ||
In which we escape ourselves--putrefying mass of prevarications etc.-- | ||
In remaining close to the limitations imposed. |
Another example is this separate dying | ||
Still keeping in mind the coachmen, servant girls, duchesses,etc. (cf. Jeremy Taylor) | ||
Falling away, rhythm of too-wet snow, but parallel | ||
With the kind of rhythm substituting for "meaning." |