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A part of you the minute they appear. It is as though workmen in blue overalls | ||
Were constantly bringing on new props and taking others away: that is how you feel the drama going past you, powerless to act in it. | ||
To have it all be over! To wake suddenly on a hillside | ||
With a valley far below-- the clouds-- |
That is the penance you have already done: | ||
January, March, February. We You are living toward a definition | ||
Of the peaceful appetite, then you see | ||
Them standing round limp and hungry like adjacent clouds. |
Soon there is to be exchange of ideas and | ||
Far more beautiful handshake, under the coat of | ||
Weather is undecided right now. | ||
Postpone the explanation. | ||
The election is to be held tomorrow, under the trees. |
You felt the months keep coming up | ||
And it is December again, | ||
The snow outside. Or is it June full of sun | ||
And the prudent benefits of sun, but still the postman comes. | ||
The true meaning of some of his letters is slight-- |
Another time I thought I could see myself. | ||
This too proved illusion, but I could deal with the way | ||
I keep returning on myself like a plank | ||
Like a small boat blown away from the wind. |
It all ends in a smile somewhere, | ||
Notes to be taken on all this, | ||
And you can see in the dark, of which the night | ||
Is the continuation of your ecstasy and apprehension. |